Terror

I close my eyes,

As they force me to do,

Something I won't,

Even if they give me,

Give me terror,

Because it's so unwise,

To let the child,

live that horror,

Is my life worth it?

To let another person die,

And look on as,

Their beloved ones cry?

Is my life worth it?

To rob a life,

Of such a small child,

And let myself strive,'

Is my life worth it?

To send a child,

to the skies,

And look on, 

Look on,

As the person dies,

Terror,

My life is not worth it,

No worth it to let that child feel it,

Feel it,

The horror

No matter how much pain,

how much terror,

how much horror,

how much sadness,

they give me,

It doesn't matter if 

they make me feel these,

again and again,

Because that child,

doesn't deserve,

this horror,