Monday, 26 August 2013

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LIFE

"  Life is unfair. There is no question about it. If you stand up for yourself, the effect comes bouncing back at you. If you remain silent, you are marked as weak prey. There is nothing you can do to please people, to have a happy life. It's the reality of life. The truth. And the truth is never sweet. "

Wednesday, 21 August 2013

This is me

"I am not rude. I am just brutally honest."

Terror

I close my eyes,
As they force me to do,
Something I won't,
Even if they give me,
Give me terror,
Because it's so unwise,
To let the child,
live that horror,

Is my life worth it?
To let another person die,
And look on as,
Their beloved ones cry?

Is my life worth it?
To rob a life,
Of such a small child,
And let myself strive,'

Is my life worth it?
To send a child,
to the skies,
And look on, 
Look on,
As the person dies,

Terror,
My life is not worth it,
No worth it to let that child feel it,
Feel it,
The horror

No matter how much pain,
how much terror,
how much horror,
how much sadness,
they give me,
It doesn't matter if 
they make me feel these,
again and again,
Because that child,
doesn't deserve,
this horror,

Ignited

What do they know about pain?
When they feel none?
And make me feel it,
again and again?
I am just like a body lit,
Ignited just for fun.

I am just like a body lit,
Ignited just for fun,
They get nothing from it,
No happiness, no glee, none,
Still they comply to break my heart,
To see my features contort,
Contort in pain,
As they make me feel it,
Again and again,
Cause I am just like a body lit,
Ignited just for fun,
And even though they get nothing from it,
They no mercy, they have none,

It's brutal, ruthless,
That a person should experience,
Such distress,
And should be given no chance,
For defiance,
But I am just like a body lit,
Ignited just for fun,
Even though they get nothing from it,
They have no mercy, they have none,

Cause I am ignited,
Ignited,
Ignited just for fun,
But what they don't know,
That they are misguided,
Misguided,
Because later these memories will flow,
And I will feel no pain, feel none,


Friday, 16 August 2013

Quotes from the story I am working on. (No, not Torn apart,.it's name is Controlled)

"I am lost. I am controlled. I am scared. But I also want revenge." "Wohoo...I am trapped in a dark cellar with a hot tempered artist. Oh, the joy," "When you don't get a reason to smile, you have to smile at the smallest thing, to keep yourself sane." "Appearance don't matter, our insides do, because while appearances are beautified to impress others, our insides come purely from our heart." "Is it so easy to forget someone who you haven't seen in a long time? Is it really so easy to move on? Or do I mean nothing to them and they have been acting to love me my whole life?" "You could call it a flaw of mine. Caring too much about what people say, too much about the world. Being too sensitive." "People will say things, that will hurt you and break you. If you give a crap about each and every one of them you'll be worse broken than an after Earth quake scene." "Being strong and not crying are two different things. Bottling up your grief and anger can never help you. Instead it will be a burden to you. Cry if you want to because you'll have to cry one day for this. Scream if you want to because you'll still have to scream one day. And when it all gets out it's not pretty." "They say falling in love is beautiful. But I think growing to love is. Because we learn to compromise and accept each other's faults. One year ago, I would never have thought I'd be in love with this somewhat mad, hot tempered artist of a man, but now I love him to no ends."

Wednesday, 14 August 2013

From the heart

“Appearances don’t matter, our insides do. Because while, appearances are beautified to impress others, our insides come purely from the heart.”